I could never avoid his hand hitting my body.
Would he have missed if I’d been smaller?
Maybe he’d have noticed me less if I’d been thinner
And being thinner than thin could have meant he wouldn’t have seen me at all!
Written by ‘Survivor-Uncensored’
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There are a lot of emotions in this, it gave me goosebumps. I was in a situation years ago where I often wondered the same. ♥
Hi Kat
Sorry I haven’t replied to your post earlier – have been away. So sorry you were in the same situation:( I hope you are well on the road to recovery now. Life has a habit of throwing shit sometimes and we just have to throw it right back! Thanks for your feedback x