‘What will be, will be …’

To accept a situation that you didn’t want to be, To say goodbye to someone you actually want to see, For me – is one of the hardest things to do. Experience seems to have counted for nothing. Yet, without truly accepting, you cannot move on, Energy just gets expelled and eventually strength is gone. […]

‘Lost sense of time…’

After I took the overdose, time became irrelevant for me.  Even now, I don’t seem to remember very much at all about day to day living from between the ages of fourteen to sixteen.   I just know that it was awful and got progressively worse.  The violence had escalated and I was in much danger […]

‘The shit hit the fan…’

After swallowing nearly a bottle of tablets, I left the house and got onto the school bus.  I remember looking at the faces around me, wondering what kind of morning they’d all had.  My heart was beating so hard, I thought it was going to explode out of my chest.  I felt terrified, yet liberated […]